12.1.07 Living a life without doors

A life without doors
in a country of chaos,
anxiety,
sunshine
and smiles
where no opportunity awaits
just around the bend.
nothing is just around the bend.
everything disappears into the darkness.
and there is no future
there is no change
there is no hope
of future or change;
Is this his reality?
The absence of doors merely mocks the reality
of being trapped
without identity,
individuality
or privacy,
naked for the world to see
like an animal in a zoo
yet invisible
to all
exposed
totally
and simultaneously
nonexistent
further humiliated
by the irony
of life.